Kristin's Post

today was a good day, did something special with the kids. We all went to the science center and saw a show at the planetarium. The kids thoroughly enjoyed all of the play and learning. I love my kids so much. I really missed them the past few days, this is the most that I've been away from them. They are staying in a different location with my parents, it's nice to have all of this time with Josh without the "distraction" that caring for the kids can be. That sounds so wrong to say that. i love my children, and when I see them I want to hold each of them and kiss their cheeks and spend one on one time with each of them. Maybe I will get to do that sometime soon. I missed them and continue to miss them. They are definately enjoying having their grandparents here. and even so they are extremely tired from being off their normal routine. Just 2 more days until the day of the surgery. I haven't let my mind wander to those thoughts that scare me, not very much at least...but when those things do come to mind it feels like a stabbing in my chest. Sorry this is kristins post, I didn't know i was on Josh's blog